Missing my American Grandbabies

Well since arriving back in Australia I've felt like I've been hit by a bus!!!! Jetlag really sucks, I've gone from not being able to sleep until 1am in America, then when i am supposed to be awake and bushy tailed, feeling almost comatose, to here in Aus going to bed with the chooks and waking with them!!!!

I went for a walk at 6am this morning and NO I didn't wet the bed!!!

I am missing my grandkids over there SOOOOO much its agony ! I found Nathan and Karen's phone number and rang this morning but got the times mixed up and Jentzen was napping but got to talk to Ava and Quaid and Karen and I'm going to ring later to talk to Jentzen and maybe hear Keira heavy breathe!

I'm thinking it would have been easier not to have gone , gotten to  know them , only to have to leave, knowing it may be 5years before we see each other again, that being if I am allowed to fly by then.

I have come to love them very much, they are so beautiful, all with different personalities and each hold a very special part in Nana's heart.